=)

You cried,
and then you smiled.
After that,
you felt to cry again,
but then you smiled back.
Now??
Lets see.

=)

You are still smiling.

*smile*

p.s: remind me to buy the kinder bueno ok?

Playlist

Besides Too Phat, I have to admit that I'm so much into Coldplay. I am one of their die hard fans (Mati Susah Kipas) who can be so obsessed as no one has ever thought when it comes to Coldplay's genre. Seriously!! I never fail to keep 'Yellow', 'The Scientist' and 'Viva La Vida' playing throughout my stereo. (Rasanya Belinda dah kecewa dah kot. Hari2 dgr lagu yang same. Lol ). Tapi, itulah. It has been sort of routine for me to listen at those songs as I feel so 'cured' and somehow a bit inspired by listening at them. However, I just can't deny that there is also a period when I feel that I need to listen at something new. Not new as in 'New'. But something different than Coldplay.

Erm, sound like I have to alter a bit with my playlist.

*sigh*

Too much of drafts in my 'edit posts' tonight and I'm seriously sick of it. I really mean it. I'm so pissed off and I don't know why. Everything seems to be so wrong with me. I'm so helpless to figure out the reasons of why does it happen.

*sigh*


So, I finally came to post a collage. A combination of pictures which I think so cute but indeed meaningful.


(changing mood)

agreed.

It's better to be hated than being unwanted. So be grateful!!...

It's pretty 'rough' for one who fails to comprehend it perfectly. But as a person, I have to agree with the line. *sigh*

p.s: Anyway, I have downloaded 'The Broken Wings by Kahlil Gibran'. Lets see when I can spend my times to read it.

Yeepii!
woohoo!! (This is so new... hehe)

I'm back alive. Yurp, I'm back to my virtual daily routine; facebooking, reading blogs, qut-ing (That was seriously a crap by simply naming a process of checking QUT email? LOL) and others . After been breathing nearly a day with no Internet connection, I'm now indeed so relieved, happy and definitely, super excited once that 'small earth' icon is started to appear on my laptop's screen. Man! It was really a torturing and abusing if I happened to rot in my room with no Internet connection. Seriously. Since you have no other better entertainment to be enjoyed.

Alright, I seem to have so much of things on my mind that I feel to blog. Seriously. I had a trip to a 'gifted' school today which I think could be wonderful if I can blog it here, I managed to talk with numbers of people which I was thought that they are 'tough', but actually funny and also some other good stuffs. Tapi, due to the fact that I have to wake up so early at tomorrow morning (which I really hate to do), so, I choose to blog them later... will be much better kan Haish...

Till then. I feel to go to my bed now. Wish me luck tomorrow. =)

...

I'm indeed so exhausted and drowsy now. My body is totally in pain, my mind is overly pressured and I'm just so restless. I have no reason of why is that so. Perhaps, it is because that I didn't get a sweet rest last night as usual. Yes, I went to bed quite early last night but unfortunately, I seemed to have a difficulty to sleep. Mcm ada je yang tak kena. My mind was just like being distracted rapidly by something which is not yet being settled. Erm...

Fair enough. I just know that I have lost my favourite ring. I don't know where I have placed it and seriously been looking for it since yesterday. The last time I saw it was when I took it out from my finger during the merdeka theater. and now, it's gone. Disappeared =(...

*sigh*


I guess, I should get a short nap now. Later.

H B, uncle.

It's your birthday, man.

Time flies away so fast kan? When I called you yesterday and we talked with each other, you were still appeared fresh as my 45-year old uncle but today, at this minute, you are now walking as a 46-year old grown man. So, stay chill, stay cool, stay 'tough' and yeah, please do remain as a sarcastic one. haha... Sarcastic and Anuar Talib is never and ever been apart kan? Lol. I know. If you were here, you might simply attack me 'cynical gila!!'... haha But this time, I didn't. I'm not being cynical pon. Come on, I am a grown man now. Stop from being just so skeptical at me. Pretentiousness could be a good policy at times. =)Oh yes, I just miss your sarcastic jokes, man.Seriously. I miss the way of how you tease me, how you swear at me. I miss them.Yes, I have to admit. It does hurt to be heard sometimes what more if it came from someone that you close with. But somehow, I feel that you are just super inspired me. Inspiring me to be more responsible, more disciplined and yeah in short you teach me about the definition life.

Today,
I'm so sorry for not being on your side like I always do. My thousands apologies for not being able to accompany you to have few cups of tea and roti bakar as what we always do every year. It's pretty dull kan without my presence? Itu lah, suka mengejek azan lagi. Now u deserve it... haha...I know, how much you miss your this particular pathetic nephew. Mum told. Jangan nak berlagak stern lagi or even to act macho as if you didn't have any sense of feeling. haha... I miss you too, uncle.

Remember that, no matter how far we have been apart, do know that my love for you never decrease. When dad is away, besides mum, you are always the one that I share with. I know that I always can count on you. Perhaps, that happens because I have been so close to you since I was small.

Ok, cukuplah tu. Happy birthday, uncle Anuar.
May the blesses of Him remain on you.
Insya-Allah...