a sister and a 'sister'?

*Heart discreetly whispered*

Sometimes, I wish that I could have at least one good sister.

A younger or elder good sister.

Really. This is not random, but it's just something that I have never spoken to anyone before.

I feel embarrassed to talk about it because I find it as something personal.

But, to be real honest,

I could feel that my life would be probably better if I had two best ladies that I love most in life;

'mum and a sister'

If mum was too busy, she is there for me to talk EVERYTHING with.

I will definitely not resort her as a last person to share with.

She will be my best confidante for the rest my life.

She will be 'Kau ilhamku'.

How wonderful life is, if now, she is here.

She'll be definitely the first one that will know, how significantly screwed I am now.

A guarantee:

To sooth me.

To pat me.

To keep messaging and asking about me.

But unfortunately, 'if' is just a journey of life.

A future that no one knows about its certainty.

*Heart sighed*

Stop dreaming, zam.

Keep moving.

Mum says that you are a strong-hearted guy.

Keep that in your mind.

Coax

It's not a big deal not to have a dreamed sister or any relative.

You have been through all the hardships lonely.

So, why should there be a question about a 'sister' now?

p.s: If I really have a sister, I'll tell her that "I really need you, sis"

Lega.

Lega. Sedikit.

Hilang segala resah and sedih.

Walaupun sekejap tapi bermakna.

Janji-janji itu pasti akan disimpan.

Terima kasih.

=)

Till then, my friend.

Goodbye Min Jun.

작별 인사 hyung!

*You will probably curse me if I tried to call you this again*

8 months with you were totally indescribable, really precious.

From an outsider, to a friend and turn be close brothers in the end.

I really enjoyed having a good company like you.

We seem to have a very same wavelength since the beginning.

We could drink together.

We always play Fifa together.

We curse each other.

and We even sometimes tease people together.

That's really nice eh?

But, tonight, when I start thinking, you are leaving tomorrow,

it makes me feel a lil bit sad. Probably, very sad.

I could sense my loss.

Unit 7 is indeed not complete with you.

There's no more your strong coffee.

There's no more a late night conversation at the verandah.

There's no more a phrase 'sleep well lar' after the Fifa game.

There's no more the smell of your cigarette's smoke.

*sigh*

But, it's all right.

People don't stay. They come and they go.

Same goes to you, me and everybody.

Go home, my friend.

I know, you miss your country alot.

I know, you miss to breath with korea's air.

A place where you born.

Our friendship does not stop till here.

It is progressive as long as we want to keep it going.

Till then, min jun.

Have a safe trip.

Don't cry. =)

Your friend,

Zam.

p.s: Get a partner a.s.a.p. once you are in Korea and practise more for your fifa. LOL! Just kidding.

sad

Thinking of someone who is leaving soon undeniably makes me to feel a lil bit sad.

*sigh*

p.s: I hate to say goodbye.

S*it!

So, here's the short post.

My plan to stay up tonight might just cancel.

Obviously, I'm not doing that on purpose.

*Come on! I am a man of promise* Wink2! LOL.

Yeah, put all the blames on that bloody cup of coffee.

S*it! I didn't know coffee just makes me to think less.

Or probably not to produce any thoughts at all.

Even though, a friend of mine disagreed about it when I posted up on FB.

"Don't blame the coffee for not producing any thoughts,"

But, I still feel that that coffee tu yg bersalah.

Like seriously!

Moral of the story:

To stay up at night, don't substitute the energy drink with the coffee. No good.

M-Fest 2010

Allhamdulilah.

M-fest is just over. One of the big events that I involved and got myself to lead, which I guess, went pretty good and probably 'happening' in a history of my life. Even though, there were numbers of unexpected hiccups which did happen here and there during the event. However, I believe that we (The committees and I) managed to encounter and solve all the issues clinically.

Yeepii! We finally made the plan (of cohort 4 and 5) to happen.

All the hard works paid off!

Big crowds!

Lecturers happy!

Foods 'laku'!

Lotsa big smiles!

Those are more than enough to make me to feel happy satisfied. Nothing could I say other than thank you very much to all the committees, my beloved people who worked really hard to make this big event a successful one. You guys are rox!

Suratan.

Dibuang begitu sahaja.

Diambil jika perlu.

Dipilih jika tiada pilihan.

Mungkin begitu suratan takdirku.

Aku redha.

Itu yang pasti.

Redha.