For some reason, I can't explain.

I really feel to write at least something tonight.
But, my mind is too blur and soggy.
Everything seems to be not really right.
And I know, I'm just not OK as usual.
I could feel the sense of uneasiness in me.
While my eyes keep blinking with lotsa of sorrows,
my lips whisper the undefined feelings to my mind.
Somehow, I feel that I'm so hurtful, somber, dull...
which happen due to no reason.

*sigh*

p.s: Yesterday, when I told a friend of mine, life gets tougher from day to day, I really mean it.

me.

Somewere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dream of
Once in a Lullaby I...

Somewere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dream of
Dreams realy do come true...

Ohhh

Some day I wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind...Me
And where troubles melt like lemon drops
High above the Chimney tops
Thats where..
You'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dare to
Dreams realy do come true

Ohhh yes

Dreams come true

p.s: I keep playing the same song since the past few days.

I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry, ma'am.
I didn't mean to get your night tougher.
I know, u were so exhausted.
and I could see it with no doubt.
But, seriously, I could bet on it.
It was really unintentionally done.
You came to ask me when I was a bit 'mamai'
and I answered you with no thoughts at all.

You left the bus and as well as the guilty in me.
My profoundest apology to you.

p.s: This bus is going to roma street.

random thought.

Pardon me for being a person who might make a generalization
to everybody.

But, I always believe that,
certain people might find that it is not an easy task for them
to fake the feeling.
To deny their anger.
To put aside their jealously.
To keep the tears behind their smiles.
Really. And it's more even worst when people start to have this
syndrome called Skeptical-ism.
Which, perhaps, at the end, would 'kill' anybody in a shot.
Seriously.

That's not pathetic

When it comes to music,
everyone might call me an old-school.
Oh, I don't really mind about it.
Like seriously.
As a listener who has a strong passion in music,
I choose the songs which I think would only pleasure me.
And this one song has been my all-time favourite since I was 6
(Huh! It's kinda weird for a 6-year old boy to listen to this type of songs)
Whenever I feel that I'm alone,
I'll immediately switch on this song.
It's soothing, entertaining,
and definitely accompanying me along the sorrow.
Somewhere over the rainbow.