Thursday, 30 December 2010
Wednesday, 22 December 2010
Monday, 13 December 2010
Thursday, 9 December 2010
Wednesday, 1 December 2010
Monday, 29 November 2010
Wednesday, 24 November 2010
"The pursuit of happiness is a most ridiculous phrase, if you pursue happiness you'll never find it"
PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS? OR CREATING THE HAPPINESS?
1. Never let anyone tell you that your dream is too far from reach.
2. Never let the bitterness of others influence your decisions to have the life you want.
3. Never allow the insecurities of others creep into your mind to let them overtake your own.
4. Never forget your dreams.
5. Never believe that one person, no matter how convincing they may be, has all the answers.
6. Never forget how lucky you are to have a passion- lots of people never find theirs.
7. Always know that what scares you is usually what will make you better.
8. Always remember what makes you happy.
Monday, 22 November 2010
Saturday, 20 November 2010
Thursday, 18 November 2010
Tuesday, 16 November 2010
Sunday, 14 November 2010
Saturday, 13 November 2010
Friday, 12 November 2010
Thursday, 11 November 2010
Wednesday, 10 November 2010
Tuesday, 9 November 2010
Monday, 8 November 2010
Friday, 5 November 2010
Sunday, 26 September 2010
Tuesday, 14 September 2010
Friday, 20 August 2010
Wednesday, 18 August 2010
Monday, 9 August 2010
Friday, 6 August 2010
Tuesday, 3 August 2010
Thursday, 29 July 2010
Tuesday, 27 July 2010
Friday, 11 June 2010
A proverb which I shall say describing me pretty well at the moment.
A proverb which I have to agree illustrating every inch of depression that I am goin' through now.
[Well, it might not as bad as how I think, but, that's what I feel]
Pathetic? Yes people! You are absolutely true.
I could sense that I am significantly screwed up with number of things.
I had a big-time of sucky week.
I had an unsatisfied assignment result which I considered as sucky.
yes, I will probably face few upcoming sucky moments lagi lepas ni.
Lately, things are not happy working on my way.
I had lotsa disagreements with stuffs especially things that involve my emotion.
Yes, I know and I dont' need to consolidate it. World does not revolve around us. A fact which I am completely aware about . I could not dictate every single of thing to do as I said.
I could not ask people to like me.
I could not expect to win every match that I play in FIFA.
I could not even ask my lecturer to give me A for every assignment.
Tapi, can I just have something 'meaningful' that would make me to feel sort of
"Yes, zam. It's fine. You are doing all right,"
"It doesn't matter. You are doing great, zam"
Can I have those feelings?
Can I have someone (which I used to have) to pat on my back and tell that to me?
Yes, at this point, I admit that I might sound a lil bit childish.
A boy who still looks for his mum's help.
Tapi, honestly, I really feel helpless and somehow hopeless now.
Plz, I need someone to guide me back.
Wednesday, 9 June 2010
But, how many of us could ensure that we really learn and look well after the process? Do we reach to the extent of reflecting for every single that happen in our chapter of life?
p.s: At this point of time, it might be something good to have somebody that I could talk with. Really.
Tuesday, 27 April 2010
it has been a while or I shall say, very ages I didn't post anything here.
Updates, current news, feelings. No, not any.
I have made less contacts with my blog and the others as well.
Perhaps, it's just me do not feel inspiring to write anything.
But, yeah, when the time comes, I'll be back to write again.
Take care everyone.
Thursday, 4 February 2010
you are needed,
actually you are not.
When you feel that
you are strong enough to against and overcome things,
actually you are not.
When you believe that
you could stand as tall as you can,
actually you are not.
When you think that
you could be part of them,
maybe it'll just remain as a dream.
We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.
life has given me so much of things which I believe,
might be too tacit to be written in books.
Covert and overt, from one to two,
I learn a bundle of knowledge, moral values, humanistic sense
which are hardly to gain.
Days after days,
minutes after minutes.
from reds to greens,
from light to dark.
I learn better to respect the eldest regardless their societies boundaries.
I learn better to understand and appreciate people by looking at their eyes.
I learn better to sacrifice myself to redeem for others' happiness.
I learn better to distinguish between hopes, dreams and moments.
I learn better to put more smiles on face even though I might hurt.
I learn better to shed the tears and hide my feelings deep into my heart.
I learn better to judge and evaluate things from a huge array of perspectives.
I learn better to use the curse words in appropriate way and time.
This list might go on and on as how the time passes by.
Even though, I might choose to stop learning,
yet the minutes are still ticking,
yet the days are definitely still passing.
That shows life must go on no matter how mess it is.
'Life is too short, so go harder'
Friday, 29 January 2010
Monday, 25 January 2010
What makes me to remind at her a lot?
Well, if I happened to ask her, this little girl would be definitely using the same answer for every her taken meal.
p.s: She just makes me to sound so 'kepochi'! sigh. Still, I miss her badly.
Thursday, 21 January 2010
May all the blessings of Him would remain on you.
May all the dreams and your wishes come true.
May all the happiness come to meet you.
May you stand tall in overcoming and walking through things.
Remember, being a 22-year-old-man might not be easy though.
p.s: As I'm writing this, up here in my mind, I have a random thought to get a small cake for myself. But, a cake with no people around might be meaningless. So, I choose to just rot at the coffee shop instead. Hmm...
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
So, based on my recent activities, I came to a conclusion where there are always three main characters that involved in any plot of love story.
*Perhaps, this might apply in real life too*
Sound good huh?
2) A woman.
- Well, another character which seems to complete another half of typical love story. A woman or romantically term is called as (?) *Darn! I lost the word* is being created to establish the sense of hatred or love in the story. As everyone knows, this character is always the one that going to attach to her lucky man.
3) A Sacrificer.
- A Sacrificer (with capital 'S') is always depicted as a lame and pathetic romeo. The presence of him is not recognized or even being addressed by everyone but he is always there throughout the whole love story. And, why did I call him as a pathetic one? Simple! 'A Sacrificer' is always there to enlighten 'a woman' that he lovely adores, but being left when he is no longer needed by his 'a woman'.
p.s: Kahlil Gibran- The broken wings.
p.s.s: I'm seeing more things now.
Saturday, 9 January 2010
substitutions always could play a big role in our life.
It might reach to an extent where we have to keep the tears behind our smiles just to please the others.
It is a way too painful to cope with, huh?.
But, who cares?
No one might want to know about it.
p.s: It hurts when people simply misconstrue you.
Wednesday, 6 January 2010
Unusual, dull and wordless seem to match me lately.
Too many disagreements occur.
Yet, solution is not found.
This morning, instead of rotting at home with no usual noises that I always do.
(or mum will get worried later, and keep asking me)
So, I told her that I'll be going out and chillax somewhere.
*Well, I used a reason to find a proper internet connection and meet few mates*
She seemed to be reluctant at the end beginning and keep asking with thousands ques.
*Obviously, it's a way too bizarre when suddenly, I wanted to meet friends in the morning*
That was rare and random.
But, finally, I manage to end up here in Mcd.
Rotting alone with a cup of tea.
There are not too many people.
But, still, it is fucking bising.
*Malaysians. I whispered*
When I was hoping a pleasant and calming surrounding,
oh fuck. It's not there.
But, still, I love the music that they play. I love their laughter too. Soothing..
At least, there is a remedy that please me.
Informal but not infernal.
p.s.s: I left all my phones too and I miss the banana pie. sigh...