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Kalaulah saya mampu....

coolest?

Dr. A: You seem the coolest when some others look quite stressful dwelling about assignments in my class.

Me: Well, I guess, I'm just trying to be an optimist, perceive things positively. *Laugh*


p.s: Definitely no one knows how things can be a roller-coaster in everyone's heart.
p.s.s: And yes, this is definitely not a narcissistic post.

Busy week, ay?

It's another freaking busy week ay?

Syndromes have been identified:

Consistently yawning in lecture hall.
*even worst to listen from enthusiastic-yet-boring-yet-have-high-expectation-about-students lecturers*
Severely off-tasking. Even just looking at that frigging air conditioner.
And yes, pretty dearly to word.

Woh! another freaking week for a TESOL student. Again.

*I shall change 'Woh' to 'Sweet as!'*

Sweet as! another freaking week for a TESOL student. Again.

p.s: I'm pretty curios how 'Sweet as!' could magically turn me to be yes, slightly optimistic.

Happy?

"You are most afraid when you are happy"

The moment when Cuddy told that to House, I could feel that the message does not solely going to him; it came approaching me as well. Reflection for action, I believe. She really made sense of how certain things work in life which I have came across it before, but never care much to think in deep about it. That's probably a reason why we need the other person on our side, so that we could do the reality checks more often.

p.s: I believe that being yourself and trying to fulfill others' needs are both different notions.

little unusual

Things are seemed little unusual today.
For unknown reasons.

I don't know.
I just feel strange with everything around me.
The people, the routine, the morning.
It tastes bizarre
I feel somehow that I have lost something or perhaps missing.
I don't know
My headache is going pretty bad at the moment.
My hair does not go curl as how it always does.
I just don't talk much and rather spend myself alone in library or room.

Ah, I just don't do usual things that I always do.