Tuesday, 29 March 2011


Kalaulah saya mampu....

Thursday, 24 March 2011


Dr. A: You seem the coolest when some others look quite stressful dwelling about assignments in my class.

Me: Well, I guess, I'm just trying to be an optimist, perceive things positively. *Laugh*

p.s: Definitely no one knows how things can be a roller-coaster in everyone's heart.
p.s.s: And yes, this is definitely not a narcissistic post.

Tuesday, 22 March 2011

Busy week, ay?

It's another freaking busy week ay?

Syndromes have been identified:

Consistently yawning in lecture hall.

*even worst to listen from enthusiastic-yet-boring-yet-have-high-expectation-about-students lecturers*
Severely off-tasking. Even just looking at that frigging air conditioner.
And yes, pretty dearly to word.

Woh! another freaking week for a TESOL student. Again.

*I shall change 'Woh' to 'Sweet as!'*

Sweet as! another freaking week for a TESOL student. Again.

p.s: I'm pretty curios how 'Sweet as!' could magically turn me to be yes, slightly optimistic.

Wednesday, 9 March 2011


"You are most afraid when you are happy"

The moment when Cuddy told that to House, I could feel that the message does not solely going to him; it came approaching me as well. Reflection for action, I believe. She really made sense of how certain things work in life which I have came across it before, but never care much to think in deep about it. That's probably a reason why we need the other person on our side, so that we could do the reality checks more often.

p.s: I believe that being yourself and trying to fulfill others' needs are both different notions.

Wednesday, 2 March 2011

little unusual

Things are seemed little unusual today.
For unknown reasons.

I don't know.
I just feel strange with everything around me.
The people, the routine, the morning.
It tastes bizarre
I feel somehow that I have lost something or perhaps missing.
I don't know
My headache is going pretty bad at the moment.

My hair does not go curl as how it always does.
I just don't talk much and rather spend myself alone in library or room.

Ah, I just don't do usual things that I always do.