Tuesday, 27 October 2009


Perhaps, this is what we called brothers.When he knows that you might be upsetting or depressing with something, he'll definitely come to ask you.
(Even though, you are far away)

"You're all right, man?," he asked.
"Yeah. Why?," I said. (Denying the himself)
"You seems to be.... Nah, forget it," he replied.

Then, he leaves with a big question mark on his face. Seem not to be satisfied with the answer. In the next few minutes, he comes again. Asking for a same question. But, this time with a different way.

"Are you sure, man?,"
"Yes, I am,"
"I don't really think so,"

*Now is thinking hard of something how to cover up himself*

"Nah, I'm just tired. Don't worry, man,"

Sometimes, it really makes me to ponder, looking at the scenarios of brothers or sisters are fighting each other. Don't you think it's a blessing if you could have people like 'abang' or 'adik' to be around us?

Monday, 26 October 2009


This is really frustrating. Upsetting. Could be depressing too.
I mean, for real.
When you are really thinking very hard,
searching for some brilliant words that could suit that bloody 'mental image'.
But, at the end of the day, it's not paid off.
How could that happen?

Perhaps, I just have to accept a fact that I am mediocre.

Monday, 19 October 2009


Entah mengapa,
sungguh rasa tidak sedap hati.
Seperti ada benda yg tidak kena.
dan 'down' juga. Tiba-tiba.
Mengapa ye?

p.s: Hold on tight, wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright,"

Sunday, 18 October 2009


Sometimes, heart could be in a square shape too.
Don't you think so?

Take care

Regardless everything,
nearly everyone knows,

life could be very hard to deal with at times.
Complex. Dynamic. And indeed full of lies.
However, mind you!
Certain things would be definitely good and even better if you could have an accompany or someone to overcome it with you.

Take care.

Monday, 12 October 2009

Current obsession

1. I shall say that our days would definitely be better if we could find something that might distract us away from having a discontented feeling.

2.'Something' is a way too subjective to be defined since we have difference preferences among each other. So, basically, it really depends on an individual itself. Certain people might prefer to be soothed and persuaded with that way, but the others may not.

3. At the moment, I would refer 'something' to this Cafe World. Even though, it might work on me only for a short period but somehow, it manages to put the smiles on me. The characters of this game are so cute. =)


Sunday, 11 October 2009

Leave it aside.
overcome it.

swallow it.

Saturday, 10 October 2009

I'll be back. Promise.

Besides sorry, how I wish that I could find other precious word that I might utter to you.
My profoundest apology to you for being such a stuck-up one.
My profoundest apology to you for making you to worry about me.
I shall shallow all the bitterness now
and begin to knock the happiness.
Yes, I'll be back. Promise.

p.s: You may leave now, sadness...

Wednesday, 7 October 2009

worship it.

I am a person who never worship or even put an effort to know anything about Korean stuffs. Call me a beatniks, I know. I really miss out lotsa updates about them. But, it's not that I don't prefer to watch and to read their stuffs or whatever craps that it could be. It's just me trying to avoid myself not to have other new obsession that I know, I might waste my time with (since, I have an evident that numbers of my friends who never go to their bed before they manage to finish the whole episodes. lol!!)

But, tonight, this 6-minutes commercial is seriously touching me. The dialogues are cliche. The plot is cliche too. However, I just couldn't figure out why I love it so much. Haish. Anyway, spend your minutes to watch it, people. It's worth.


p.s: There should be a subtitle in this video, but, I have no idea why it doesn't appear in it..

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

Random entry : BEATNIKS.

I might choose to be a beatniks

if there was an urge.

The story continues...

Saturday, 3 October 2009

I'm so f***ed up

Kau mmg seriously bodoh kan?

or mmg you purposely makes yourself to look one?

p.s: I'm so f***ed up now!