Thursday, 30 December 2010


It breaks into thousands of pieces.
A one small and solid heart.
and mind too.
There could be probably nothing that able to fix them up.
*Litte tears*

Wednesday, 22 December 2010

A while.

It has been a while.
I miss nearly everything.
You even more.

Monday, 13 December 2010


Got real sick since yesterday.

Pray for me. *tears.

p.s: I tried to find you, but you ignored me

Thursday, 9 December 2010

Saya mungkin seperti dungu.

"Kadang-kadang saya benci awak"

Awak selalu merendah-rendahkan saya.
Menghina saya.
Panggil saya dungu.
Sebab saya selalu diam.
Panggil saya bodoh.
Sebab saya selalu mengalah.


Awak tahu kenapa saya selalu diam?
Saya diam bukan bermakna saya mengikut ataupun suka,
tetapi itulah cara saya menyatakan saya tidak bersetuju.

Awak tahu kenapa saya selalu mengalah?
Saya mengalah bukan bermakna saya penakut ataupun 'bacul',
tetapi itulah cara saya mengelakkan konflik.

Awak dan saya mungkin seperti sama,
ada rambut,
ada tangan dan kaki,
ada mulut,
saya percaya,
hati dan pemikiran kita sangat berbeza.

Wednesday, 1 December 2010

2 hours

"Are you crying for me today?"

That was:

the last time I stepped my feet at QUT and talked to the staffs,
the last time I walked pass by the Valley with no bags of chickens with me,
the last time I talked to friendly JB-Hifi assistant and laughed out of loud,
the last time I said "Thanx Mate. Have a good day" to bus driver.
the last time I had Krispy Kreme and sushi.
the last time I smiled to an innocent Korean Easy Way seller.
the last time for everything, here in Brisvegas.

p.s: When can we meet again?