Seriously! I'm so a mess

Tonight,
the feeling is so random.
Blur, empty, empty empty and blur.
Somehow, I feel that it keeps pushing me.
Discontented. restless.
Maybe writing might help. At least a bit.
But, again, somehow the ideas seem to be rigid with me.
I don't know why.
I'm covered with a sudden feeling of 'plainly zero'.
which also leads me to the emotion of emptiness.
I know. The urge is still there,
but I'm sorry. I just can't satisfy it.
Seriously! I'm so a mess.
I don't know why.
Tell me the reason if you had one.

*sedih, sunyi. bersama telefon bimbit.*