Sunday 26 July 2009

I'm losing my coolness?


ZAM =THE ONLY CHILD = SHOGI
[We merely share the same wavelength]

The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:40:01 PM): and too much of sadness also will somehow make u fail to define the happiness.
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:40:55 PM): indeed...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:41:17 PM): so just be happy lah as much as u can~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:41:24 PM): how u doin thr zam??
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:41:43 PM): not that good, I guess...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:41:49 PM): dammit
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:42:04 PM): ayo...wat happen bro??
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:42:17 PM): chill chill
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:42:28 PM): ntahlah... I just feel so distorted.. lol.
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:42:47 PM): I'm losing my 'coolness'...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:43:08 PM): dats one thing about u i respect u d most...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:43:15 PM): how u manage to keep urslf calm...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:43:25 PM): in times of high tidal waves...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:43:34 PM): pls dun lose dat bro....
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:43:49 PM): did u resort to suplicating towards God...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:43:52 PM): pray~
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:44:04 PM): always, shog...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:45:09 PM): There are always ups and downs in life... and I guess, this is a time where life really screws me up...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:45:33 PM): it cldnt be dat bad bro~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:45:52 PM): coz we are all growing in times like dis....
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:46:14 PM): do u feel comfortable telling me wats going on?
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:46:21 PM): i dun mind if u're not....no wories
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:47:40 PM): haha... No worries, my man. I'll be alright soon. It's
just, yeah, pretty tough to retrieve back your own sweet faith which you used to have...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:48:11 PM): and I guess, time will heal it later....
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:48:28 PM): it sure will...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:48:46 PM): n wen u look bck, u will definitely thank God
for putting u in that test...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:49:00 PM): yurp... definitely.
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:49:03 PM): coz we all kno dat God test those he loves..
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:49:12 PM): He loves u bro...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:49:31 PM): so wateva problem it is dats botherin u...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:49:45 PM): give it some time n space....
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:50:04 PM): showforth d kind of person dat i kno u are...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:50:14 PM): n in no time u wld be feelin as bck to normal..
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:50:21 PM): i hv faith in u for dat...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:50:25 PM):
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:50:41 PM): Thanx, mate.
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:51:01 PM): That 's so much, yeah, wonderful...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:51:11 PM): nah..dun mention...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:51:23 PM): I owe you man..
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:51:26 PM):
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:51:31 PM): u dun owe me anything..shhh
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:51:34 PM): haha
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:52:19 PM): u found a job yet?
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:52:32 PM): maybe it cld help u keep ur mind occupied...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:53:32 PM): haha... I hv been trying to distract myself from time to time... it works, but somehow, it applies on me temporarily....
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:54:24 PM): myself really need more times to find his old friend,
my'old-wise'self.
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:54:44 PM): sound mental huh?..
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:54:45 PM): haha
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:54:47 PM): yeah, i think at times i feel d way u feel...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:54:58 PM): d old me sumtimes goes missing
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:55:13 PM): wen i want d old me to be present i simply cant b dat way...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:55:20 PM): so i resort to sumtin new...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:55:28 PM): which im not totally happy wit d outcome...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:55:35 PM): but i just feel bad of myslf...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:55:49 PM): not mental bro....no its not
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:56:21 PM): i dont kno if u've watched dis video earlier...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:56:28 PM): thought might jz recomend to u~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:56:35 PM): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDys
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:56:36 PM): yeah, sure..
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:57:20 PM): I have been watching it for quite few times... and I
simply love it..
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:57:27 PM): it's very much soothing...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 2:57:33 PM): yeah, the melodies..
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:57:58 PM): true enuf...i've been addicted to it...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:58:07 PM): im glad...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:58:24 PM): neway bro...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:58:56 PM): just so u kno dat we might not chat as often as we use to....
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:59:08 PM): but it doesnt mean i've forgotten u or anything...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:59:13 PM): if u need me....
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:59:19 PM): anytime bro...just let me kno...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:59:25 PM): im all ears for u~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:59:49 PM): n rmbr, u dun hv to go tru each challenging moments in life alone...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:59:54 PM): jz let me kno...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 2:59:58 PM): n we go tru together...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:00:07 PM): no wories bro~
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:01:43 PM): Thanx, pal. Same goes over here. If you need someone to talk with, i'll be here... I wont charge (This is very much a pick-up line for a girl la, macha). lol....
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:01:52 PM): haha, but yeah, I meant it
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:02:22 PM): haha...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:02:30 PM): btr make sure u dun charge..
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:02:35 PM): thxs bro~
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:02:43 PM): no biggies...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:02:46 PM):
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:02:59 PM): no biggies aye~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:03:01 PM): haha
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:03:11 PM): word of the day huh?...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:03:12 PM): haha
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:03:36 PM): yeah...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:03:48 PM): sound like eng teacher ade so fast...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:03:52 PM): good on u~
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:05:03 PM): haha.... life is not only about the accumulation of
knowledge, macha.. but it is more to a movement from moment to another moment.. bear that in mind..
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:05:34 PM): hmmm...
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:05:38 PM): dats more like it~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:05:46 PM): very true bro...
The Z A M (26/7/2009 3:05:58 PM):
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:06:00 PM): bearing it~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:06:10 PM): so deep....so profound~
Shogi Hamannop (26/7/2009 3:06:14 PM): i like!

4 comments:

.a.n.a s.y.u.k.r.i.a.h. said...

hye! terharu dengan persahabatan kamu berdua.serius! =)

The Z A M said...

That's how a friendship meant to be, I guess... =)

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